Please be patient with me

woman-804x420When I struggle to find words, please be patient with me…..my illnesses have made my memory foggy. 

When I walk slowly or need help to move, please be patient with me…..my illnesses are destroying my joints.

When I need help with the simplest of tasks, please be patient with me…..my illnesses are making everything harder for me to do.

When I say something that is annoying, please be patient with me…..my illnesses are making me struggle with my emotions. 

When I seem to need so much rest, please be patient with me…..my illnesses are draining all of my energy.

When I am being stubborn, please be patient with me……my illnesses are making give up so much that I am holding onto as much as I can. 

When I cry, please be patient with me…..I am still inside this broken body and missing who I once was, and what I use to be able to do. I am terrified of what is coming but still trying to be brave and face my future with dignity and grace. 

Deborah